I'm tired of being here,
all locked up in my head.
Every day I hear a whisper,
and I'm closer to being dead.
Something taps me on the shoulder,
something I can't fight.
When it talks in that low voice,
my eyes are shut so tight.
Once it gets to a cetain point,
and I'm still sitting on the ground,
it tells me to do things,
I'm trying to ignore the sound.
Its voice is harsh and filled with confidence,
and I can hear a hint of sorrow.
Even when it's telling me,
I won't live to see tomorrow.
I don't know what to say,
and I don't know what to do.
I'm still hearing it now,
and I'm still suffering too.
I can't tell what its weak
I've heard so many people tell those who suffer depression to just 'cheer up.' I wonder if they can really believe that it's that simple.
Depression isn't just sadness. It is emptiness, it is misery. It is pain and nothingness at once. When you are truly depressed you lack the ability or will to cheer yourself up. No one just 'has depression.' You suffer from it. This is depression:
You will wake at 5, 6, maybe 7am, feeling as though you had only just fallen asleep. It's likely you did. If you don't have to be somewhere, you could lie in bed for another 3 hours...too tired, too miserable and pathetic to crawl out of you bed. Or maybe you wi
I am the shadow, and I am the light
I am the sunlight, and I am the night
I am the battle, and I am the fighter
I am the water, and I am the fire
I am a raindrop just ready to fall
I am the world, and yet…
No one at all.
After Twilight Princess-1 (Rewrite) by Zelee5465, literature
Literature
After Twilight Princess-1 (Rewrite)
After Twilight Princess
Chapter 1:
The End of one Story
The Start of a New one
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"I… See you later…"
Something about those words sent a chill down the Princess Zelda's back as she looked at the broken shards. Is this really it? Is she really gone for good? she asked herself, taking a step closer to the broken mirror. The longer she stared at the shards, she felt her friend slip from her fingers.
The Princess bent down, picking up a piece, feeling the power drain from it. A tear began to slip from her eye as she examined it, seeing her reflection in the glass. Another tear made a trail down her face as she stood up, drop
A Bad Place in Which We Came by Someone-that-is-me, literature
Literature
A Bad Place in Which We Came
I walk around the house
Falling into a different state of mind
Somehow I can't get my mind back on track
Back to a time when you didn't cloud it
Never did I understand What you meant
When you told me your true story
Every story's always the same
Eveybody has a bad place in which we came
I can't handle my emotions
I don't want to be who I am
I can't see the light above
It hits the wall and I can't scream
Their stories hold me down on the world
All the whispers I hear
Can't they understand
I still don't know who I am
All those nights when I hear
The voices in my head
I want to let everyone down
That way I don't have to make anyone disappo
bored
cant sleep
cant talk
cant eat
cant move
cant scream
cant blink
cant breathe
cant cry
cant love
cant stop
thinking of
your eyes
your kiss
your hands
your lips
my breats
my hips
my tongue
fingertips
our passion
our love
our stars
up above
our fire
our pain
our loses
our gains
bored
cant sleep
cant talk
cant eat...
You never fulfill your promises
You leave me hanging all the time
I'm waiting, waiting
Even if I know that
Your not coming
You always say that "We'll do this"
When time comes, there's your
"I'm sorry, I can't, "
You keep disappointing me
I'm stupid
I keep trusting you
How could I?
Why should I?
But I just do.
Maybe because
I secretly fell in love with you.
You make my heart blue
Painted with pictures of you.
You would never know
Because I'd never tell
I can't
I won't
I shouldn't
But maybe,
Someday
I
Will.
While you and I stand here
I have to say goodbye
Im so grateful for all youve done for me
Im fighting the urge to cry
But I have finally made a choice
I know what Ive got to do
I must destroy the only link
I do it to protect you
At first I didnt care for you
You were my way out
But I saw how much you had to risk
And you never had a doubt
In my desperate hour of need
You could have left me there
But you took me back and saved my life
I saw you did actually care
You fought through all the challenges
You got back up if you fell
You fought for peace and your land of light
But you fought for me as w